tired of everything

life can be tiring even though i'm doing nothing.
emotionally draining.
everything's changing and i awe at the speed changes are taking place.
one day i'm in my green and white uniform and next,
i am off to a place which i wont have a uniform and minimal school rules.
before i know it, poof, i will no longer be a teen
and it wont be too long before i say hi to a life of work and a whole different game altogether.
although it seems exciting, its days like this which sometimes makes me feel depressed.
just a heavy sinking feeling like time is passing too fast
some may say you should therefore make the most of your days
but i think i should just sit back and enjoy seeing time pass, while away time.
things have been good i guess. gotten everything i dreamt of since i was 5.
now that it's actually here, i really wanna go back in time.
looking at my little cousins spitting food all over, getting fawned over...
i wish i could be like them ):

oh crap. this is becoming dreary.

darinne needs a sugar rush. baking time :D

there is no place for sadness in a life like mine. i think.heh.
i think a life without guys is so much simpler. just a random thought.


its 10am and guess what, i'm going back to bed. lalala.