wow incredible

i have been blessed with everything i have dreamt of.
in fact, this is more than i have dreamt of.
if someone told me a couple of yrs back that i would have aquired everything i wanted
i would laugh and say," yea in my dreams"
well, yea, my dreams really did come true. cool.

hmm just as when God told sarah that she would get a son at her age, she laughed
but she got issac. God can do what seems impossible to Man. that's why he is God! DUH.
hahaha.

Rev David Doery from richmond spoke yesterday. It was quite powerful
God's default position is to bless us. its what he WANTS to do.
He doesnt just wanna give us enough.. enough is not really enough.
He wants to give us an ABUNDANCE of blessing!

We are abundantly blessed by God so that we can be a blessing unto others.

Cool huh. i like saying a lot (:
and yep, i testify towards his love, grace and amazing blessings.
whatever i wanted, whatever i needed, he hath provided. and God i am amazed.

Honestly, I think i have a long long way more to go before i can proudly say i am a child of God. i know he loves me and yes, i am proud to be a child of God. But i know my actions sometimes (or a lot of times) do not reflect my status and a child of God. gonna hafta work hard at that.


Recently, a lot of decisions had to be made by my friends and i dunno why...
sometimes i dont even know what to say to them.
They try their best to turn their disappointment into something positive
but sometimes, it's just a bit pretentious. But thinking about it, i realised i would have done the same if i were them. its human nature... sorry for being so judgmental.
Just hope that theyll truly be happy with what they choose although it all seems so weird to me now.


Well, i'll end off by proclaiming God's love.
and tell everyone out there that as long as u have faith,
God will abundantly bless u. prove it? i have! (:

godblessone and all.





there is none like you.
i could search for all eternity long and find...
there is none like you. ....

tired of everything

life can be tiring even though i'm doing nothing.
emotionally draining.
everything's changing and i awe at the speed changes are taking place.
one day i'm in my green and white uniform and next,
i am off to a place which i wont have a uniform and minimal school rules.
before i know it, poof, i will no longer be a teen
and it wont be too long before i say hi to a life of work and a whole different game altogether.
although it seems exciting, its days like this which sometimes makes me feel depressed.
just a heavy sinking feeling like time is passing too fast
some may say you should therefore make the most of your days
but i think i should just sit back and enjoy seeing time pass, while away time.
things have been good i guess. gotten everything i dreamt of since i was 5.
now that it's actually here, i really wanna go back in time.
looking at my little cousins spitting food all over, getting fawned over...
i wish i could be like them ):

oh crap. this is becoming dreary.

darinne needs a sugar rush. baking time :D

there is no place for sadness in a life like mine. i think.heh.
i think a life without guys is so much simpler. just a random thought.


its 10am and guess what, i'm going back to bed. lalala.

Darinne has had a horrible week. But I am looking to God even more.
Realising that he's the ONLY one i can actually turn to. hmm.

2 scenarios, imagine.

1.
A girl walks into place F. The people stare at her. The people there talk about her in a context which is more than negative. She has a few friends, some of whom she is unsure about. She is despised by many, hated by many, liked by few if not none. They act like she invisible. When she's not, she's treated like dirt without any respect. Her "friend" hears about it and laughs. She doesnt understand. She is not dirt. She wants respect. She feels that the power (little if not none) given to her in name should be used and she should not be made to feel like this. She should be respected. She should not dread everyday. She wants to leave and not force herself into a place where she does not belong.


2.
A girl walks into place R. The people stare at her and exclaim her name. They cannot believe its her. Some whisper about her past glories. Some come up to her to offer hugs and handshakes and she is more than warmly welcomed into this place. In place R, no authority has been given to her, but she has more than enough authority, power and respect. Even those who have power and authority bestowed upon them look to her and welcome her with open arms. She is thought of as THE ONE. She appears to them to have everything anyone could want. She feels like she belongs as she talks to these people. She feels like she is no longer dirt. She is no longer invisible. In fact, it is the contrary. Everyone smiles as she walks past. Few do not know her. Her heart has a feeling of elation, belonging and loyalty.




the girl is me.


God loves and I trust. To god be the glory.

retarded grin

Today I found something out,
something which plastered a smile on my face for the entire day.
Wheee. (: I am indeed happy.
Thank God! the magical ending to the fairytale. it has begun.
i know i am being silly but sorry i cant help it.
*big hug* for patty

OH MY, i realise that out of the velocity girls i am the lone ranger.
its ok, the other 2 V girls are 1 year older. That's like. erm. ALOT.
like a generation almost. hahaha. Darinne has nothing to fear.. she thinks.

*peers at the shelf*

I dont wanna be left on this dusty place


hahahahaha.

GOD BLESS ONE AND ALL.

05052008

Thank God for his wondrous love.
His grace has allowed me to achieve what I didnt dream of.
His love has allowed me to see how others around me love.
and I pray i will be able to spread his love and joy to those around me
and let everyone see how I have been loved
and pass the message that they too can be loved by God the King.

whilst i wait for the final reply,
I have much to be thankful for.
Whether i get it or not, it depends on God's perfect plan for me
it may not seem perfect if i dont, but it is part of the plan.
I prayed, that if it was in his plan, he would allow me to step into the fraternity i always wanted to enter. and yes, he has given me the answer.
Right now, i have faith that whatever comes, it is what shall be his plan for me.
I have the utmost belief that as long as i follow him and stick to the plan he has laid out for me, I will glorify his name and spread his love and word.

sometimes, i feel like i could do so much better.
actually, a lot of times.
hmm. why do I keep repeating my mistakes.
i pray for him to guide me. but yet, i sometimes disallow myself to be led!

let me bow to your wishes and walk in your light.

To all my school mates and friends out there.
You may be worried about what lies ahead.
the uncertainty seems frightening
you may want that spot in the faculty so bad but its just.. hard.
just remember that, if u dont get it, its not that u arent good.
you are. just that sometimes they look for people who fit in certain moulds
and your brilliance perhaps just didnt fit into that mould.
Do not think less of yourself.
Instead, embrace the path God has chosen for you.
Praying for all my friends to attain whatever you dream of.
have faith, as long as your faith is the size of a mustard seed,
ask and u will recieve.

To God be the Glory.