tired

i am tired.
then again, who isnt?
i can't wait for december to come but before i know it,
january will start again... and so it goes on.

well at least i'm not feeling like its purposeless
its just a ... temporary ephemeral jadedness.

thanks be to God whom i would not be able to pull through without
amidst my worry and concern sometimes,
i know deep down that his grace will carry me through (:

God bless one and all (:

and so it happens again...

after months of heartache and brain ache,
i had one motivation,
the motivation which kept me going on
--> university life will be easier.


WHOEVER TOLD ME THAT.
i am gonna bring an action against you!
there was an induced reliance on my part, no make that DETRIMENTAL reliance
as a result of your conduct, i have suffered a physical injury! aka getting fat.
this is paradigm donoghue, sure can get compensation
prs, whoever told me that own up. extra pocket money would be gd. tks! (:


on to cheerier things.


oh wait are there any?





haha loves!

God Bless!

mark chen owes me.

its only been a week! and i feel like its been an eternity!
MARK CHEN. you owe me big time. hahaha


and the quality of my jokes are dropping!
sighs. tragic. the only thing in life i was reasonably competent at.

29082008

let me treasure every moment with u (:




soon i wont be able to

excitement

so excited for Bangkok (:

but i've been smiling a lot recently mostly cos of the people around me (:
<3 Constable ACAI's gin gang.


<3 <3 yayy.



ease my troubles thats what you do!

(:


thanks be to God for my blessings!
god bless everyone!

ps tell me what u guys want from BKK

acai!

Met my wonderful wonderful OG today for FLAG practice!
(: (: it was quite fun at gay's house. haha.

hmm my butt bones hurt for some strange reason!
i need to bring a cushion to sit on wherever i go. dang.
it really hurts. i think i need a massage.
rubba rubba!

anywayyy today was great cos i got to see darling pat.
pat can really be a wonderful gangster when she wants/needs to.
haha and karwei. and bing. and... well my OG really just ROCKS.

telebuddy across the continent... so sad....
the telepathic connection that we share... doesnt seem to extend across asia.
dang.

sermon last weekend was WONDERFUL (:


ok no more ramblings.
God Bless.
I <3 Constable acai's gin gang! (:

Hancock!

Watched Hancock with Constable Acai's Gin Gang yesterday.
it was really nicee and rather meaningful although navin didnt think so.
but its ok, your hotness makes up for your lack of taste =P
hahaha. anyway yea it wasnt a typical super hero flick nor some cheesy love story.
it was really pretty cool.
but i think what was cooler was the company... especially since i was sitting with PAT (: hehh.

my shoulder is getting much much better should be able to resume swimming in about 2 to 3 days. hahaha. thanks to all my shoulder props yesterday!
Constable Acai seriously rocks. (: maybe they'll assign your classes according to OG
how cool would that be!

haha everytime i go out i feel like slacking at home for the next 5 days.

great, church tmr ! (:

Flags coming up and ok it initially sounded rather corny but..
it really cool now especially since karwei's supposed to kill me. haha.

i suddenly feel old and i wanna go back to pri school ):


GOD BLESS SINGAPORE (:

Just when i forgot...

Just when I managed to forget you had to make me rememeber!
sighs. bittersweet. is this what it's called?
nostalgic memories with a tinge of sadness but truckloads of happy memories
memories which never fail to put a smile on my face
memories which brighten up my heart, and my day.
memories which can allow me to erase the tinge of sadness.
hahaha interesting feeling but im not too troubled/happy about it.
new phase in life, new things to look forward to!

but...

yea its nice to remember the old.
however, this "old" has no future and should just be left in the past.... right?
haha.

ok on to exciting stuff!

1. I WANNA GET NEW LAW BOOKS!
yes horribly expensive and terribly thick
i think the smell of new books is simply amazing
it gets me HIGH. this is seriously exciting!
i know this sounds nerdy and fine i'm happy to be a nerd!
hope i REALLY become one though.
it would be sad if i spent all that cash on books just to smell them

2. YANNI IS BACK.
and I MISS PATPAT alot! patpatpatpat.
patpat and bobbob, who has now become a seal.
Velocity girls! remembering the times we trained together...
how we died together
and how our eyes lit up when he said 200m intervals.
how our (or just mine) hearts sunk when he said 4 + 8
how we wonderfully got ticked off together for chatting too much during exercises
wonderful wonderful memories

velocity girls! did we have nicknames? i forgot.
and i dunno about u gals but i'm totally out of velocity now.

3. School is starting soon! but after law camp it feels like school has started and this is just a break. With so many activities, its really wonderful to always see my batchmates.
Flag's gonna be fun. Legal Aid clinic was an eye opener and i think legal forum will be too (:
Getting the chance to mingle with the who's who of the legal fraternity is seriously cool although i'll definitely feel intellectually dwarfed.
and yes, i'll need to get a longer skirt -_-"
make that skirts. all my black skirts are... above my knees by quite a distance.
but i really think that's how skirts are supposed to be worn.
its ok, once i'm up there enough, i can wear skirts above the knee.
Then again, once i'm there (if i ever get there) my legs might be so FAT and WOBBLY that wearing them would be a terrible option.

dang. i hate long skirts.

4. ok since ive nothing much to look forward to i have to reiterate point 1!
getting new books ----> SERIOUSLY AWESOME. The nerd is Darinne is totally coming out of the closet here.



random shoutouts.

hi little mokkie. yes congrats on returning to running. but please stop torturing your body! haha. its groaning in pain.

hi paul. no i'm not as pro as u think but its wonderful to have someone think so highly of me.
and yes, you're such a gentleman (: (: rmb our plan, sustenance studying.

HI YANNI AND PATPAT.
ok i dunno what to say but I LOVE YOU (:
ok since i'm saying hi to patpat, i guess its only polite...
hi jerrold. and... oh yea. hi tze phern.

VELOCITY GIRLS. VG VG. ( eh it sounds like a disease)


alright exciting life! (:
i'm totally blessed and God's really awesome.
a prayer a day keeps everything bad away! hahaha.
god bless everyone (:

law camp 2008

Just got back from law camp. It was more fun than i expected.
except the silly match making thingies which i kinda found pointless.
but the seniors had no choice. haha. SDU
anyway i'm all burnt and peeling right now.
after i returned home from camp i slept a straight 26 hours.
sorry to all those whose calls i ignored. i really couldnt care less if there was an earthquake.

i love my OG.
my hot OGLS mindyyyy and famous amos.
the funny guys who were ever so gentlemanly.
Alfred, Greg, Navin, Mark, Bings, Kelvin, Marco, Anthony
the girls.
angie, val, genie, juliet, karwei, Daphne, sherri, jin shan and darlingest pat.
cant wait for school to start.!

special thanks to dearest MingKai. who was mr justice :D
you really warmed my heart together with darling pat when i was feeling so down.

hi to all the new friends i've made! law school is gonna be a blast.


thanks be to God! :D for law camp inter alia! (: (eh this is such a good use of interalia!)


oh since u were my inspiration to blog.
hi ying rong! (: *hug*
take care of yourself silly girl
kep coming up with weird jokes! whee ahhaa

wow incredible

i have been blessed with everything i have dreamt of.
in fact, this is more than i have dreamt of.
if someone told me a couple of yrs back that i would have aquired everything i wanted
i would laugh and say," yea in my dreams"
well, yea, my dreams really did come true. cool.

hmm just as when God told sarah that she would get a son at her age, she laughed
but she got issac. God can do what seems impossible to Man. that's why he is God! DUH.
hahaha.

Rev David Doery from richmond spoke yesterday. It was quite powerful
God's default position is to bless us. its what he WANTS to do.
He doesnt just wanna give us enough.. enough is not really enough.
He wants to give us an ABUNDANCE of blessing!

We are abundantly blessed by God so that we can be a blessing unto others.

Cool huh. i like saying a lot (:
and yep, i testify towards his love, grace and amazing blessings.
whatever i wanted, whatever i needed, he hath provided. and God i am amazed.

Honestly, I think i have a long long way more to go before i can proudly say i am a child of God. i know he loves me and yes, i am proud to be a child of God. But i know my actions sometimes (or a lot of times) do not reflect my status and a child of God. gonna hafta work hard at that.


Recently, a lot of decisions had to be made by my friends and i dunno why...
sometimes i dont even know what to say to them.
They try their best to turn their disappointment into something positive
but sometimes, it's just a bit pretentious. But thinking about it, i realised i would have done the same if i were them. its human nature... sorry for being so judgmental.
Just hope that theyll truly be happy with what they choose although it all seems so weird to me now.


Well, i'll end off by proclaiming God's love.
and tell everyone out there that as long as u have faith,
God will abundantly bless u. prove it? i have! (:

godblessone and all.





there is none like you.
i could search for all eternity long and find...
there is none like you. ....

tired of everything

life can be tiring even though i'm doing nothing.
emotionally draining.
everything's changing and i awe at the speed changes are taking place.
one day i'm in my green and white uniform and next,
i am off to a place which i wont have a uniform and minimal school rules.
before i know it, poof, i will no longer be a teen
and it wont be too long before i say hi to a life of work and a whole different game altogether.
although it seems exciting, its days like this which sometimes makes me feel depressed.
just a heavy sinking feeling like time is passing too fast
some may say you should therefore make the most of your days
but i think i should just sit back and enjoy seeing time pass, while away time.
things have been good i guess. gotten everything i dreamt of since i was 5.
now that it's actually here, i really wanna go back in time.
looking at my little cousins spitting food all over, getting fawned over...
i wish i could be like them ):

oh crap. this is becoming dreary.

darinne needs a sugar rush. baking time :D

there is no place for sadness in a life like mine. i think.heh.
i think a life without guys is so much simpler. just a random thought.


its 10am and guess what, i'm going back to bed. lalala.

Darinne has had a horrible week. But I am looking to God even more.
Realising that he's the ONLY one i can actually turn to. hmm.

2 scenarios, imagine.

1.
A girl walks into place F. The people stare at her. The people there talk about her in a context which is more than negative. She has a few friends, some of whom she is unsure about. She is despised by many, hated by many, liked by few if not none. They act like she invisible. When she's not, she's treated like dirt without any respect. Her "friend" hears about it and laughs. She doesnt understand. She is not dirt. She wants respect. She feels that the power (little if not none) given to her in name should be used and she should not be made to feel like this. She should be respected. She should not dread everyday. She wants to leave and not force herself into a place where she does not belong.


2.
A girl walks into place R. The people stare at her and exclaim her name. They cannot believe its her. Some whisper about her past glories. Some come up to her to offer hugs and handshakes and she is more than warmly welcomed into this place. In place R, no authority has been given to her, but she has more than enough authority, power and respect. Even those who have power and authority bestowed upon them look to her and welcome her with open arms. She is thought of as THE ONE. She appears to them to have everything anyone could want. She feels like she belongs as she talks to these people. She feels like she is no longer dirt. She is no longer invisible. In fact, it is the contrary. Everyone smiles as she walks past. Few do not know her. Her heart has a feeling of elation, belonging and loyalty.




the girl is me.


God loves and I trust. To god be the glory.

retarded grin

Today I found something out,
something which plastered a smile on my face for the entire day.
Wheee. (: I am indeed happy.
Thank God! the magical ending to the fairytale. it has begun.
i know i am being silly but sorry i cant help it.
*big hug* for patty

OH MY, i realise that out of the velocity girls i am the lone ranger.
its ok, the other 2 V girls are 1 year older. That's like. erm. ALOT.
like a generation almost. hahaha. Darinne has nothing to fear.. she thinks.

*peers at the shelf*

I dont wanna be left on this dusty place


hahahahaha.

GOD BLESS ONE AND ALL.

05052008

Thank God for his wondrous love.
His grace has allowed me to achieve what I didnt dream of.
His love has allowed me to see how others around me love.
and I pray i will be able to spread his love and joy to those around me
and let everyone see how I have been loved
and pass the message that they too can be loved by God the King.

whilst i wait for the final reply,
I have much to be thankful for.
Whether i get it or not, it depends on God's perfect plan for me
it may not seem perfect if i dont, but it is part of the plan.
I prayed, that if it was in his plan, he would allow me to step into the fraternity i always wanted to enter. and yes, he has given me the answer.
Right now, i have faith that whatever comes, it is what shall be his plan for me.
I have the utmost belief that as long as i follow him and stick to the plan he has laid out for me, I will glorify his name and spread his love and word.

sometimes, i feel like i could do so much better.
actually, a lot of times.
hmm. why do I keep repeating my mistakes.
i pray for him to guide me. but yet, i sometimes disallow myself to be led!

let me bow to your wishes and walk in your light.

To all my school mates and friends out there.
You may be worried about what lies ahead.
the uncertainty seems frightening
you may want that spot in the faculty so bad but its just.. hard.
just remember that, if u dont get it, its not that u arent good.
you are. just that sometimes they look for people who fit in certain moulds
and your brilliance perhaps just didnt fit into that mould.
Do not think less of yourself.
Instead, embrace the path God has chosen for you.
Praying for all my friends to attain whatever you dream of.
have faith, as long as your faith is the size of a mustard seed,
ask and u will recieve.

To God be the Glory.

stop asking, start giving

I keep asking God for things
and he abundantly blesses. so i was thinking,
what can I do as a child of God?

Well, firstly,
thanks be to God, for the wonderful interviewers I met at the law interview today.
they were really really nice.
and i wasnt at a loss for words or anything.
i could have done loads better looking back
but its over, and i really am blessed that i had really nice interviewers.
I want this really bad but God will bless me with the spot in law school if its part of his perfect plan for me, if not, i will embark on his adventure ahead for me.
I'll cross that bridge when i get to it i guess.
But really, blessed i was indeeed.

And i pray that he will grant me with the peace of mind to do my law test with confidence on sunday. Whatever comes, i believe he will bless me and allow me to do it to the best of my ability. thanks be to god!

hmm, i am a child of god although sometimes i feel that i fail him.
he has blessed me so much.
so i will share his love with those around me
i hope to be able to spread his love and warmth to those around me
just as he has shown me his care and love. thank you lord.

as i pray for my friends and I for whatever may come...
i praise god for the things he has done and will do for us in the time to come.
thank you lord.!

hallelujah.

faith, grace, praise

praise God for blessing me with what I have been praying for.

despite my unfaithfulness and distancing recently, i can profess that God is indeed faithful.

some may ask, what is faith and why they should have it when it is not tangible.

well i argue that, faith is believing without seeing. so there comes the question of why believe in God.

well, look at the surroundings. isnt there a reason for everything which was created?

big bang? maybe. but how did it occur. how did the universe even come into existence in the first place? i would say natural forces is not a convincing answer.

so if u believe that there is a higher being, an alpha, an omega aka God the almighty you might then ask why should i need him?

yes, God creates a way for everything. This is not an excuse for when things go wrong.

but rather, God loves us and respects us as his children. Therefore, he gives us the autonomy of choice. Arent we always raving about freedom?

well our father in heaven has given us that freedom we yearn for.

So yes, he might give us brains, intellect but he gives us the autonomy of choice. Whether we use it or not is up to us. So if you use your gifts and talents he has provided, u are on the path, en route to his perfect plan for you. Well, what if you dont?

You see, he is God, so he has hiw ways. You may start slacking around, but God wants you to get to a certain destination, so he makes someone inspirational come into your life.

Like in Sec school where i was just a dumb jock, God, gave me a guy in my life who was everything. brains. brawn. that got me on track. and i have performed to a standard which is at least worthy of the talents he has blessed me with. Of course, only with the strength and guidance he has provided me with.

So God indeeds creates ways for things to happen in order for you to fulfil the plan he has set out for you to achieve. That is not merely a convenient answer. Rather, it is true. You then, might not follow that way he has intended for you to go. But almighty God will then create another way. He does not predetermine what you do, not the little actions. If not our existence would be meaningless. Yet, he predetermines the plan we are supposed to fulfil and achieve.

Faith therefore, is important when things look grey and dull.
cos Faith is believing that God is making a way for the plan you are supposed to achieve.
it may not be the way u expect. it may not be the norm. BUT. there is a way being paved.
He is GOD not man, hence, God has ways unknown and unheard of by man.

i have many testimonies. and evidence from the bible.
believe it. its true.


If a sinner like me can be loved and blessed by God my father.
you can too.
jesus is the lord and saviour of your life. he died for your sins.
challenge me if you dare.

amazing!

I have been abundantly blessed these past few weeks!
It is beyond comprehension and I truly thank God for all he has given me
I have not in any way deserved the calls, the interviews granted etc.
Yet, he has blessed me with much more. Much much more.
My mind is unable to wrap around the concept that his grace is so amazing.
I did not in anyway deserve. But he gave.
I guess that's grace. Wow.
I am truly a testament of his love.
No longer really fretting about law school.
Faith is really the trick the ultimate formula to everything and anything
If it is in his plan for me, I will get in. His perfect plan, is flawless.
he is the alpha, the omega, the Lord of my life.

Thank you lord for all I have recieved.
I pray i will not be arrogant and learn to accept my blessings with humilty
and learn to share my blessings, and the joy of others.
Thank you lord.

Amen.

Ps God bless one and all! believe and he will grant.

sorry

Darinne has learnt that:

1) Pride comes before a fall.
2) Arrogance doesn't pay.
3) Love is the most important quality of all
4) Sincerity matters most.
5) Lies are bad.
6) Only God is always there.

I am sorry for my transgressions.
thank you lord for the abundant blessings you have given me
and i pray i will learn to appreciate what u have given me each day.



I am perfect the way you have made me (:
i believe that and i shall stand by that.

Please draw me closer to you again.

Thanksgiving!

I took a long time to post my thanks cos i felt that it had to be good and not rushed.

Firstly... i did well for my A levels! yay.
so THANKS BE TO GOD.
honestly, i did not deserve these grades at all
undoubtedly, i studied really hard and put in every bit of effort.
however, i am not in that calibre.
Yet! God still gave me such results through his neverending grace!
Up til today, I am unable to believe how faithful he has been to me.
I do not deserve. but yet i recieved when i asked.
God is Great!

When i was giving thanks to the Lord,
I was quite stumped as I had no words to thank him enough for the wonders in my life.
I asked for a bit, and God gave ABUNDANTLY.
I AM without a doubt BLESSED BEYOND IMAGINATION.

I can only say...
I am a testament to God's Love.
His faithfulness never fails.
Have faith of a mustard seed and u will move mountains.
Faith will bring your through the toughest of times

Thanks to God for keeping me healthy and motivated to study during the A level period
thanks be to God, for blessing all my friends
and for my friends who prayed for me nonstop.

Lord, i do not know words which can adequately express my love for u,
my thanks to you, my faith in you and my joy in you.
but lord, let me go out and spread your word!

THANK YOUU!!!!!!
GOD ROCKS! he is MY ROCK whom i DEPEND ON!

JESUS LOVES! have faith! (:

tomorrow is THE day. after months and weeks and days of anticipation..
the press release was finally made.
and tomorrow will be the day where the class of 2007 collects our results.
I am excited and if truth be told, slightly nervous.
My initial worry has kind of dissipated cos I have committed it ALL to GOD
of course the adrenaline will probably start pumping once I am queuing to get the slip
but i'm no longer frightened really.
thought it through and well, if it is God's plan,
I will make it to Law school. if it is not, he will lead me to my destination one day.
it will not be the end of the world. (:
thanks be to God for the wonderful parents i have who have not put a single bit of pressure on me regarding my results. Rather, they have been supporting me all the way and emphasising the fact that in the event I do not do as well as desired, they will support me anyway (:

Today was my medical checkup. I was really really glad that everything turned out alright.
Blessings after blessings. (: they just keep being showered on me! :D
Work has picked up and I'm beginning to learn more
My wonderful friend was so supportive and really, she is like a sister in Christ
God taught me not to judge at once.
throughout these couple of weeks, my opinion of people have been changing drastically
and i realised i should not be so judgemental. esp not at first sight.
Thanks to God for the valuable lessons and i hope i will treasure the true friends i have found.

Last night's tawg was really tough.
I was questioning myself as God spoke to me and i realise...
yes, i am rather hypocritical on many occasions
i seem to be so stuck in that!!! that is one thing i shall learn to change.


As i end of this post which i think contains many true reflections...
I pray that God, you will grant me the results which will allow me to achieve your plans for me
Lord, allow me to delight in you. Let me be a testament of your love among my friends and even my "enemies". I do not profess to have a pure heart. In fact, I am far far far from that.
But I believe he loves me still. it is not a reason for me to continue in my sinful ways.
but he loves his children all. and yes, i have Faith that he will grant me my desires.
if you have faith of a mustard seed, you can move mountains.
and lord, i profess my faith to the world!
i shall shout to the world, that i have faith and joy in the lord! (:
Thanks lord, for giving me such a carefree heart.
so much so that i have been singing constantly recently.
be it on the road, at the busstop, in the bathroom.
it feel great to be joyful in the lord! :D
Lord i pray for all my friends that they will be granted the results which will lead them to their perfect destination you have planned for their lives. let everyone understand that what they may not get tomorrow is not the end of the world, but rather, a step in the direction in which you want them to go. (:
lastly lord, i thank you for the joy you have given me.
the love u have put in my heart has allowed me to spread your word just that little bit more
but it feels great when i do it. and lord, it is true; whenever i am scared to spread the word, i actually have no cause for worry because when u tell me the time is right, it always is right. thus far, whenever i have tried to spread the word, i have not been snubbed rejected or ignored even once!!! in fact, my little prods have been welcomed with open arms. and lord it feels great. and i thank you for that.
once again, lord, in you i affirm and profess my faith.
i love JESUS! :D:D:D:D

AMEN!!!!!


will be praying for everyoneeee tonight!!!

27022008

Come Holy Spirit rain on me now...
I love you holy spirit..
you captivate my soul.
and everyday i grow to love you more.

I have been through a few minor humps these few weeks.
sad to say, I didnt pass all of them
i cannot proudly say i kept to my IAM principles.
): i'll try again....

my identity as the Child of God..
the way i act and sometimes the things i say..
totally contradicts that!
well my absolutes have been easy to keep to
only because i dont have many and they havent been put to the test yet
but i'm determined to keep to them
and add more.. which i hope i'll keep.

I'm sorry lord for the things i've done
and the things i did not do.
forgive me and teach me to forgive others
just as u have forgiven me time and time again

i thank god for the abundant blessings i have been given
such as my friends.
my instructor.
my wonderful Coach who's the most amazing mentor in the whole world.
the list is not exhaustible.
as i think of my blesssings...
i have no choice but to smile and praise the lord.

i pray for everyone to be as blessed as me (:

god bless one and all

1702208

God's promises are YES and AMEN in christ Jesus (:

ever been disappointed by a fellow human being?
ever had a promise made to u be broken?
well if u answered no to both questions,
either u are really dense or just plain untruthful,
or maybe u dont come into contacts with others much.
but i'd love to meet u either way.

well, there's only ONE who will NEVER ever disappoint u
only ONE who will give u everything he has promised, and MORE! (:
that's your father in heaven. yep

the promises he has made to us, you can be sure it will come true
the blessings he showers upon us
are just merely the tip of the iceberg of what he wants to give us
isn't it amazing?

and so, his promise of eternal life will of course,
without a doubt,
be fulfilled! (i can bet my head on it)


Been worried about the release of the A level results for sometime now
with the many rumours going round,
the thoughts of my results sends blood rushing to my head
makes my heart pump extra extra fast...
but u see, i no longer feel that nervous.
yes, some adrenaline is natural.
however, the thought of my heavenly father soothes me greatly

since he can part the red sea, what's an A?
since he can cast out demons, what's another A?
since he can let the blind see, what's one more A?
since he can make the lame walk, what more another A?
since he can raise the dead, what are all these A's?

most importantly,
since he loves me,
enough to give me eternal life
enough to sacrifice his one and only Prince of heaven for my sins
enough to bless me abundantly......

Not only does he have the ability to bless me with good results,
he loves me enough to do so! so he WILL! (:

see it all makes sense!
whatever comes,
is part of God's perfect plan for me and me alone.
when the time comes,
i pray i will not question and learn to praise him regardless! (:

i am learning to praise him for the little things in life.
be it a good driving lesson completed,
a great lunch with my family...
and also, turn to him for the tribulations in life,
fights with my family,
my judgemental nature...
it feels GREAT to have one so dependable on
one whom i can safely say,
i'm totally dependant on! whoohooooO!


In times of trouble..
start singing a hymn of praise to God
i assure u, you'll feel a 100 times beter.
if u need my friends, u can call me
and i'll sing one with u!
my voice may not be as nice as celine dion
or as powerful as whitney houston
but remember HIS words..
"when 2 or 3 are gathered in his name"
he will be there (:



God bless one and all!
TO GOD BE THE GLORY, PRAISE and HONOUR

07022008

I am slowly learning to appreciate the people around me
you never know how much longer the people around you will remain there...
the start of the lunar new year has been rather fun,
seeing all my cousins and relatives thus far has been a good experience,
albeit tiring. i should really take this time and opportunity to spread God's love
as my life progresses, i really thank god for what he has done for me
and is still doing in my life today.
i feel the need to spread such love which God has shown me to my loved ones
however, i feel sometimes, that my faith is still weak.
yet, i promise i'll try. (:


Would you believe me if i said,
we are the ones who can make the change in the world today.
Would you believe me if i said,
all of your dreams and your hopes can come true, today.
Would u believe me if i said
life can be all that u want it to be, today
yeahhhh yea yea yea

Now if i had wings i would fly
cos all that i need u are
and if the world caved if around me
to you i'd still hold on
cos you're all that i believe
you're the one that created me
Jesus because of you..
I'm free!!!

Would you believe me if i said,
God can make miracles happen today.
Would you believe me if i said,
No need to wait for the answers before, you step out in faith
Would you believe me if i said
nothing is ever impossible, for God

Now if i had wings i would fly
cos all that i need u are
and if the world caved if around me
to you i'd still hold on
cos you're all that i believe
you're the one that created me
Jesus because of you..
I'm free!!!

Just live your life,
with god inside.
you won't regret a moment of it
jsut give all that u can for god, for god!


Now if i had wings i would fly
cos all that i need u are
and if the world caved if around me
to you i'd still hold on
cos you're all that i believe
you're the one that created me
Jesus because of you..
I'm free!!!





Dont believe me still?
well then experience His love yourself.
i assure you 100%, you wont regret it :)



love god with all your heart and all your might.
cos he loves u with everything he has. (:

god bless one and all

03022008

Trust in God!
I pray one day i'll learn to completely put my faith in him (:

anyway, i learnt to not judge others, and i will not be judged.
do not condemn, and i will not be condemned.
i keep over-magnifying the specks of sawdust in everyone else's eyes
forgetting to take a look in the mirror to see the plank in my own


i thank god for my church friends and cell and the peace he has given me
thanks to all my wonderful friends who god has blessed me with who have continually prayed for me

to God be the Glory! :D

31012008

Did you feel the mountains tremble?
Did you hear the oceans roar?
When the people rose to sing of
Jesus Christ the risen one.

Did you feel the people tremble?
Did u hear the singers roar?
When the lost began to sing of
Jesus Christ the saving one

And we can see that God you're moving
A mighty river through the nations
And young and old will turn to jesus
Fling wide you heavenly gates
Prepare the way of the risen Lord

Open up the doors
And let the music play
Let the streets resound with singing
Songs that bring your hope
Songs that bring your joy
Dancers who dance upon injustice

Well is it true,
that God can save a nation?
Is it true? that God can break a nation
yes i believe it, i believe it...
Do you believe it?

Cos now is the time,
this is what i'm living for

Did you feel the darkness tremble?
When all the saints join in one song
All the streams flow as one river
To wash away our brokenness

And here we see that God you're moving
A time of jubilee is coming
When young and old return to Jesus
Fling wide you heavenly gates
Prepare the way of the risen Lord

Open up the doors
And let the music play
Let the streets resound with singing
Songs that bring your hope
Songs that bring your joy
Dancers who dance upon injustice

Come on..
Open up the doors
And let the music play
Let the streets resound with singing.
Songs that bring your hope
Songs that bring your joy
Dancers who dance upon injustice



The time has come for us to join hands across denominations.
Across ages. It says the young and the old will turn to jesus
this is not a youth movement.. this is the church

We're gonna dance in the river yea...
We're gonna dance in the river yea!
We're gonna dance in the river yea...
We're gonna dance in the river YEA!



Thanks be to God for his river which washes me clean of my sins. (:
if you have the faith of a mustard seed, you'll move mountains.
So when we all have faith together, naturally, we'll feel the mountains tremble yea!
be it the swiss alps, the himalayas, Bukit timah hill or even everest.

People, its time for OUR generation to spread His love.
For his KINGDOM! (:
Prayer, Faith, Love. (: Spread it people!

you may be young or old.
tall or short
skinny or fat

we're all worthy of God's love cos he sent HIS ONE AND ONLY SON to die for us!


Thank you lord, for giving me such love and blessing in my life.

God bless one and all

faith

i was reminded of how important one's faith is.
when one's faith is grounded firmly, you'll not be fearful of what lies ahead
cos you know whatever it is, it is in God's perfect plan for you.

i can't profess to have such faith
although i do pray i will eventually have such faith in future
faith is not something one can procure
it is invisible and hence, difficult to attain
in fact, you'll never truly be able to say you have absolute faith
it is unmeasureable but the more u have,
you'll feel the comfort and security in various areas of your life
at least, thats what i think.

undoubtedly, asking for faith is important
but i feel that i must personally work at it.
reading His word is important as it will allow him to speak to me
i can happily say i have kept to the TAWG bible schedule thus far.
thanks be to God for speaking to me all these days.


Lord, let me have the faith to believe in the things
i may not be able to see, touch or feel
but Lord, i pray u will allow me to have the faith of a mustard seed
with that, i'll be able to move mountains. (:


god bless one and all.

29012008

The splendour of a king
Clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
all the earth rejoice

He wraps himself in light
and darkness tries to hide
it trembles at his voice
it trembles at his voice

How great is our God!
sing with me, how great is our God!
and all will see;
how great, how great is our God!

Age to age he stands
and time is in his hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end

The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The lion and the lamb
The lion and the lamb

How great is our god,
sing with me, how great is our god
and all will see;
how great, how great is our god!

Name above all names
you are worthy of all praise!
my heart will sing
how great .. is our GOD!



God is full of grace, mercy and love.
I do not deserve many of the things which i'm blessed with
and yet, i endlessly get many of the things i want
Me, a mere sinner, gets to be his Child.
Gets to let him die for my sins.
and gets to be redeemed, so that i'll have eternal life.

(: let me not hunt for the treasures of this earth
but let me acculmulate my rewards in my father's Kingdom

28012008

Over the mountains and the seas
your river runs with love for me
and i will open up my heart and let the healer set me free
i'm happy to be in the truth
and i will daily lift my hands
for i will always sing of when your love came down...

i could sing of your love forever...
i could sing of your love forever!



God's love is really great isnt it.
Jesus died for us,
he endlessly forgives us
blesses us...
regardless of what we do

praise God! (:
i pray i'll learn to appreciate my lord more each day.

god bless one and all.

20Jan2008

Faith is so hard to comprehend.
i believe i have it, yet many times in life,
i feel i lack it.

Thanks be to God for all the wonderful friends i've met
and all the invaluable opportunities he has given me through his grace.