Friday, April 25, 2008

stop asking, start giving

I keep asking God for things
and he abundantly blesses. so i was thinking,
what can I do as a child of God?

Well, firstly,
thanks be to God, for the wonderful interviewers I met at the law interview today.
they were really really nice.
and i wasnt at a loss for words or anything.
i could have done loads better looking back
but its over, and i really am blessed that i had really nice interviewers.
I want this really bad but God will bless me with the spot in law school if its part of his perfect plan for me, if not, i will embark on his adventure ahead for me.
I'll cross that bridge when i get to it i guess.
But really, blessed i was indeeed.

And i pray that he will grant me with the peace of mind to do my law test with confidence on sunday. Whatever comes, i believe he will bless me and allow me to do it to the best of my ability. thanks be to god!

hmm, i am a child of god although sometimes i feel that i fail him.
he has blessed me so much.
so i will share his love with those around me
i hope to be able to spread his love and warmth to those around me
just as he has shown me his care and love. thank you lord.

as i pray for my friends and I for whatever may come...
i praise god for the things he has done and will do for us in the time to come.
thank you lord.!

hallelujah.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

faith, grace, praise

praise God for blessing me with what I have been praying for.

despite my unfaithfulness and distancing recently, i can profess that God is indeed faithful.

some may ask, what is faith and why they should have it when it is not tangible.

well i argue that, faith is believing without seeing. so there comes the question of why believe in God.

well, look at the surroundings. isnt there a reason for everything which was created?

big bang? maybe. but how did it occur. how did the universe even come into existence in the first place? i would say natural forces is not a convincing answer.

so if u believe that there is a higher being, an alpha, an omega aka God the almighty you might then ask why should i need him?

yes, God creates a way for everything. This is not an excuse for when things go wrong.

but rather, God loves us and respects us as his children. Therefore, he gives us the autonomy of choice. Arent we always raving about freedom?

well our father in heaven has given us that freedom we yearn for.

So yes, he might give us brains, intellect but he gives us the autonomy of choice. Whether we use it or not is up to us. So if you use your gifts and talents he has provided, u are on the path, en route to his perfect plan for you. Well, what if you dont?

You see, he is God, so he has hiw ways. You may start slacking around, but God wants you to get to a certain destination, so he makes someone inspirational come into your life.

Like in Sec school where i was just a dumb jock, God, gave me a guy in my life who was everything. brains. brawn. that got me on track. and i have performed to a standard which is at least worthy of the talents he has blessed me with. Of course, only with the strength and guidance he has provided me with.

So God indeeds creates ways for things to happen in order for you to fulfil the plan he has set out for you to achieve. That is not merely a convenient answer. Rather, it is true. You then, might not follow that way he has intended for you to go. But almighty God will then create another way. He does not predetermine what you do, not the little actions. If not our existence would be meaningless. Yet, he predetermines the plan we are supposed to fulfil and achieve.

Faith therefore, is important when things look grey and dull.
cos Faith is believing that God is making a way for the plan you are supposed to achieve.
it may not be the way u expect. it may not be the norm. BUT. there is a way being paved.
He is GOD not man, hence, God has ways unknown and unheard of by man.

i have many testimonies. and evidence from the bible.
believe it. its true.


If a sinner like me can be loved and blessed by God my father.
you can too.
jesus is the lord and saviour of your life. he died for your sins.
challenge me if you dare.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

amazing!

I have been abundantly blessed these past few weeks!
It is beyond comprehension and I truly thank God for all he has given me
I have not in any way deserved the calls, the interviews granted etc.
Yet, he has blessed me with much more. Much much more.
My mind is unable to wrap around the concept that his grace is so amazing.
I did not in anyway deserve. But he gave.
I guess that's grace. Wow.
I am truly a testament of his love.
No longer really fretting about law school.
Faith is really the trick the ultimate formula to everything and anything
If it is in his plan for me, I will get in. His perfect plan, is flawless.
he is the alpha, the omega, the Lord of my life.

Thank you lord for all I have recieved.
I pray i will not be arrogant and learn to accept my blessings with humilty
and learn to share my blessings, and the joy of others.
Thank you lord.

Amen.

Ps God bless one and all! believe and he will grant.